i love monday.

because it became very slack.

with most of the lessons squashed before the first break.

and left with the two most slack lesson
and of course..
the cherry on top of the cream..

physics.

lol.
and mr soh was extremely fwanny today.
telling more and more jokes than ever..
haha..

AND!!
he asked us to do TYS!!!
it was one of the rare times he asked us to do homework.
and i think its quite sweet (i dont know why..)

ahh.. i guess im crazy.

haix..
and that el dunno what remedial class that cost me 30 dollars..
actually got HOMEWORK.
but nvm..
its creative writing.
and yawn roo and i are planning to write a ghost story...
so i think it shud be quite cool..

hmph.
tmr got chem..
and ...
cant remember..
yes.. CCA.

and NO physics.
means no mr soh.
means BORE.

haix.
life is so bitter ahh..
just glad that there is soh..

adding SO many colours to my life..
cant imagine life in sch w/o him.
i rather di.e
no lar.

if there isnt him..
most probably i'll find another victim to crush.
BUAHAHAHA~

that is not possible!
i was only kiddin'!
lol.



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even though sometimes deep inside
u know the sun is not shining for u alone..
you still try to bluff urself the sun is smiling at you..

even though u know u are lying to yourself..
it still makes you feel better.

yes.. i know it sounds very bitter and pityful..
but isnt life this way.
sometimes u just have to lie to yourself to make yourself hurt less.

some times it works..
but on other times,
it doesnt.

when a flower doesnt get enough of the sunlight..
because the sun is only shining at a particular direction..
the flower wilts.

just like when fate is always going against you,
at first you might try to be optimistic,
but as it continues..
u get tired too.
and soon will wilt.

unlike flowers,
we can cry.
we shed tears to relieve our sorrows.

but what if oneday..
you become like the flower..
when u can no longer cry?
when u have suppressed those tears for so long..
that they had already crystallised in your heart..

they harden your heart.
they solidify your soul..
leaving you with nothing but an emotionless mind.

hatred
fear
jealousy
thus accumulates..

thus..
wash away all those distressful things..
thru ur tears..

and did u know..
crying doesnt need a reason at all.

someday or another..
we'll be greatful that we have tears.

because u may not have realise..
crying because someone has broken your heart..
could after all means happiness too.

life is colourless.
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